fear

uncertainty hits me like a bull
as i walk around hands covering my own eyes
i refuse to listen
listen to emotions, mind, heart, gut
i wish to understand but im scared to hear
what is this deep rooted fear in me that drives me to run away
if not physically
emotionally
i detach
the drown myself in insecurities while i dream
i stare out the window only at night
i walk around covering my own eyes
refusing to let in the light

Reviews

[Another Relic]

Indecision can put us in a perplexing state containing all you've mentioned. The answers are not easy to find.

[brianna vega]

thank you for reading :]