Stuck

This is what my anxiety feels like.

I’m friendly with despair

Sinking down and inward bound.

Everything squiggles

Into kalideoscope troubles

 

Round and round

A circle in which I drown.

A place in which I’m fond of

Down Down Down

 

Far away I go

Into a nothingness hole

Nothing’s there.

It grows, grows, grows

 

Sending me astray

Goodbye goodbye

I can’t see any light

Nothing

 

Away, away, away

Where am I?

 

Forever I go.

Into the nothingness hole.

Shed the skin

I keep shedding within.

 

I followed the loser.

Not thinking

Who knew I’d be a follower

So stuck on the loser’s back.