A Scar He Left Behind

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I try to break the barrier

He's that negativity

Telling me I can't do it

 

I try to break the barrier

He's that layer

 Not letting me believe in myself

 

 I try to break the barrier

He's that wall

That I try to break through

 

I try to break the barrier

He's my death

Has been killing me my whole life with his

repulsive, demeaning, diminshing looks and phrases

 

I try to break the barrier

He's the dark

When the light falls to the moon

 

I try to break the barrier

He's the negativity

His sinister smile haunts me everytime he is in my prescence

My eyes

Hair

Figure

Beauty will never be in my realm

 

I try to break the barrier

He's my dad

And his love is selectively there

Only when I am his perfect little doll on his puppet stirngs will it be there.

I can only hope it would.

 

He is the barrier

I am his daughter

I am his scar on the Earth that

he left behind