I'm Too Afraid of Losing to Even Play the Game

I've lost so many times

that I don't even want to play the game.

But I know that if I win

I'll never feel the same.

 

If only there was some way

Of which I could know,

If I'm winning or losing,

Besides just asking so.

I'm just so puzzled

as to how to win.

But I don't wanna miss my chance,

to never be lonely again.

 

I can't know if I won't win,

If I don't even play,

but I can't stand to lose right now,

with soo much left to say.