life..

How do I make my self care enough?
abut anything?
I'm stuck with my life planned out...
as if my parents have chained me to this forsaken house...

suddenly, I'm told I can't go away to school
I can't leave the house at the age of 18 to go to school
I'm stuck at a two year..
-that's okay-

but never here
can't stand this miserable place anymore
my past efforts out the door

why try if i won't get any where?
why care at all?

now if you want to talk to my parents about this situation
failing this class in the first couple weeks.

look at what I just said,
we both know it's a waste of time to actually try
If I'll only end up in two year....
need nothing more than
2.5

I don't need a 4.0 anymore...
don't even need to try..

let me fail at life alone
don't bring it up

again.

let me die here in peace...
knowing that my life's dreams
have been crushed...
by decisions done by me...
in respond to my beloved parents.

Reviews

[quinfinn]

nicely expressed. parents can be a real bummer, can't they? all i can tell you is that when they have passed away you will finally get it, really...i promise. keep writing , express every thought and feeling that you feel comfortable putting out there for all to see, it is very therapeutic and liberating,and...who knows? maybe you'll be famous and rich one day.....