sleep

I'm not falling asleep to the sweet melody
I'm stuck here in my melancholy
 with my mind elsewhere.

don't come back
I'm not sure if I'll be waiting here for you.
My eyes will only stare at you with hatred
I've suppressed and I know deep down I don't want you anyway.

Just do the both a favor and keep at this.
Your only helping myself, making it all so easier.
And I'll disguise my pain, I'll smile while I hold a strangers hand.
Just waiting for the monster from inside to take control.
Then it won't matter anymore.

These lies there itchy in the back of my throat,
I swallowed my pride, swallowed all those hurtful words I could have said.

Just do the both a favor and keep at this.
Your not helping helping yourself, making it all so easier.
And I'll disguise my pain, I'll smile while I hold a strangers hand.
Just waiting for the monster from inside to take control.
Then it won't matter anymore.

so now that you disappear, your taking steps back.
(no, don't turn your back
no, don't walk away)


I can't fall asleep...
I'm stuck in my melancholy
Can someone help me?
Surpass the emotions of my dreams.

(you just walked out on me
give back what's mine
there's nothing left for you anymore)