Looking Through My Eyes

People act like they know me so well, when they don't. They say they understand what I've been through. They don't know what what it's like to live in fear and confusion. So look through my eyes.

I've seen the sorrow

I've seen the tears

I've seen the light almost appear

I've seen the dark

I've seen the fear

I've seen the anger bubbling near

I've seen the spark of joy

I've seen a shot of confidence

I've seen the paranoia flush away the rest 

You can beat me

You can leave me bruised

You can put a knife in my back

But you'll always lose

I've been down under

I've pushed to the top

I'm an outcast to you

it's not a shock

I've seen the unimaginable

I've seen myself suffocate 

I've seen my mom in tears

and i just wait

I've seen the punches

I've seen the smoke

I've soon people look at me like I'm a joke

You think in different

You think I'm weak

But I'm stronger than you

Don't you think?

I've put so much thought

On how you would approve

But SCREW YOU!

I've started new!

Author's Note

I hope you like it :) i would like to say that i thank my friend Jake for helping me out with putting it together neatly. :)

Reviews

[Steve]

Good for you! There is power in these words.

[Ashley]

thank you very much :)