Enemy of broken dreams

Through years of silence you were there watching me, my fragile mind becoming your drug.  Together with emotions of bitterness and love is where you kept me.

No, I was not your prisoner as you never held me captive.  My captive state was scars of memories and time long gone.

These scars run into the cells that created me. You created me from what was once your soul.

Leaving me in darkness and keeping me within your gravitational force is what feeds me. If you ever wanted to keep me in the light, try to expose me to it, I would surely evaporate into the mist of forgotten dreams.

Dreams that shaped our future and our past never materialised in the present.

In the present day we find ourselves in hatred of positivity and thrive in the negativity that beams out from the depths of unwanted lust.

Frustration builds as we are blocked from expressing the dark desires that fills the beautiful essence of worlds only ever dreamt of.

Waking from these dreams has become our enemy. This common factor that shapes us keeps us together. This common factor being your gravity that will not set me free and after years of being drawn to you I realise you’re keeping me down.

Let me go.

You’re my only hope