untitled poemA Poem by Qistinathis was something i wrote in reply to a friend, who had emailed me.the weekends are fast and i can't slow it down i can't read i can't write i can't find enough time to do everything i love except cry over television that makes my heart stir i sleep more and more more than i used to be able to and my eyes open in the middle of the day which is a waste. i am becoming careless with my work with what i have to do with what i am supposed to do with what will make me happy (will endless hours of working pay off?) i hate being confined to all the things i am bound to and yet they say never forget where you come from, but i feel myself slowly disappearing is this what it's like to grow up? i'm sorry i haven't had time to start writing for the zine but i will try my best because i want to create something, and i know that you do as well. i eat more than i did before i am always eating and it scares me because i can't tell if this is good or bad, when you eat just because. in one of the books i am trying to read, it says that you can't protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness -- i am starting to feel the full effects of being lonely. i guess you can't call this a poem anymore -- it's too long, and tiresome, and boring, and unchanging in what it's trying to say -- kind of like what life is supposed to be.
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StatsAuthorQistinaKuala Lumpur, Kuala Lumpur, MalaysiaAboutI am a 17-year-old girl who uses writing as a way to uncover parts of myself I cannot consciously uncover. more..Writing
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