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This restlessness eats away at me
i don’t want to pretend anymore
I’d rather give you up
Than watch you love someone else
You can’t force me to stand here
While happiness spills outside your mouth
I hate it
Because I was not the cause
You can keep your cake faced memories
Your pocket full of favors
That I never would have asked for
But you seem to have forgotten the difference
Between my honesty and what comes easy
I spit on your choices
You will never know what its like
To touch me in empty elevators
To feel  my lips undress your skin
You will never know why                                                                  
Having someone
Is not the same
As loving them
 

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. oh gosh ... those three lines went like a dart through the heart ... this is amazingly intense and poignant and beautifully written ...