Nothing More

All the things I crave for

I want nothing more than to hold you

To feel you wanting all of me with no worries

No moments of silence because of the secrets you keep

No worries of what would happen if...

 

And even though I love you almost as much as the one before '

I can't help but think of new ways to get out

Before I get hurt too deeply, before my heart is broken again

The fire still burns and the flames are fanned every time you look at me

 

You finally showed me you care

You said you didn't like me leaving you for new york

But I can't always be by your side and you must be starting to realize

That eventually I'm gonna have to turn away

 

I have to break the hold before you break me completely

Before I fall too deep and once again get lost in someone else

I won't let myself go there again, I refuse to feel that weak

Even though I love you I know it has to end and I know it won't end well

 

And when it does I hope that you realize it's all your fault

You could have been so much more than you are now

Everything you say slowly convinces me that you will never be what I need

Maybe one day you'll miss everything that I can give you

 

But for right now goodbyes are a necessity.

It has to end and I have to be the one to end it.