This Feeling I'm not Feeling

The cold is always there

I can always rely on chills

It's the only emotion I understand

The shaky, nervous thrills...

The silence even screams at me

I sit and stare at my locked door

What am I even doing?!

Honest, I am not sure

For a fact I know I am breathing

I'm pretty sure I'm alive

But what exactly is alive?

If there isn't any life inside?

Stop feeling sorry for yourself!

Oh, is that what I'm doing?

Not that you would know nor care

About the feeling I'm not feeling

Reviews

[lostnstars]

I'm kind of hooked with your expressive lines like the two first lines and I'm amazed on how you ended it with,
"..is that what i'm doing?
Not that you would know nor care
about the feeling i'm not feeling"
Overall, I love your poem. It is beautifully written and i can relate.
Please keep on writing, you're amazing :)

[Skylar Rose]

I think this is an amazing poem. Very relatable and descriptive. It tells us what you couldn't explain otherwise.