NEVER FORGOTTEN

I haven"t forgotten you, Dad
though it may appear that way.
My exterior is a clever mask,
that I"ve learned to wear each day.

It"s a costume of false happiness,
and apparent self control.
But the threaded seams are wearing thin
and have taken a harsh toll.

I"ve learned to speak of you know
with a smile upon my face.
It helps to hide the turmoil
that no one can erase.

I pretend to disguise my sadness
with thoughts of all good things.
And to accept the heart aches,
that life can sometimes bring.

I know I fool alot of people
for the truth is not well known.
For only you can see me cry,
When I sit in the dark alone.