Drowning in this relationship

Crying so hard

Feeling like i'm going to self destruct

So depressed and alone

I feel like my heart may turn to stone

This small space

Makes it so hard to breathe

I feel like your choking me

You won't stop hitting me

All you do is hurt me

I'm drowning in this relationship

I just want to run away from home

Theres not a day that goes bye

That I don't cry

I try to keep a cool exterior

But in reality I live inferior

I just need to end this misery

If you won't let me go

Then i'll handle it myself

I'll put this blade to my wrist

Then i'll never have to deal with you again

 

Author's Note

I was never actually in an abusive relationship I was just bored in a math class one day and wrote this it scared my boyfriend a lil too hehe

Reviews

[Timeless-Chan]

its horrible that people have to go through these things in real life. its good that you havnt gone through it yourself and i hope that you never will. Heck i hope that no one ever will but i suppose thats a little to hopeful:/ great job Colleen:)

[Colleen a Bean]

lol thanks I must really get mad in math class because all this kinda just spilled out on paper lol plus it wasnt even my school haha I was visiting my boyfriend haha

[Harley (arbiter)]

Great poem! It's a Nice read and it's good ya haven't been in that and it sucks people have. But that's the world. Anyway AWESOME write

[Colleen a Bean]

lol ya I'm happy I haven't been through it to haha and thanks :)

[Muse]

I've been there done that, fortunately.... I was smart enough to walk away after only 3-months of it, but I'm still a glutton for punishment.

[Colleen a Bean]

oh I'm so sorry that u had to go through all this especially considering I wrote a poem about it and it never really happened

[Muse]

well it was pretty convincing...so A +

[Colleen a Bean]

lol thanks I'm good at making things up when I'm upset