i exist. im here.. but like im not

just the way i feel

 I exist. I`m here, but like i`m not here. I`m watching and hearing but like i`m not doing either. I`m looking. Thinking. Wishing. I hope. I dream. I`m imagining. I love, but its like i`m not. So much pain... laugh. Happiness like unhappiness. Love. Does it exist? We live or   with dreaming we jut want to live?  Life is short, live it on a good way, and maybe you get a chance for another...