Early Grave (prelude)

I don’t care although I know where this will end.

I’ve been bruised one too many times and now I don’t want to hurt

My choices here and now will destroy anything I’ve ever valued

But I don’t care; everything feels a million miles from my broken heart

I’ll say things that I should have swallowed up

I’ll do things that I should have never even dreamt

Everything I have and ever wanted for me

Will be six feet under in my early grave