I want to feel Special, Beautiful

I wish i could feel special,

Every minute of every day,

But i don't,

I mostly feel ugly, And dumb, And fat,

Because i don't answer things right,

In regular conversation or in class,

I feel ugly because i see them,

The pretty popular's, The skinny popular's,

Everyone loves them,

There the pretty girls,

I'm not one of them, I'm far from it,

Ill never be like them, Or look like them,

Popularity to most people is judged by what they look like,

Their beauty, Their figure, And how they act,

And i don't have beauty, They are much prettier,

I'm ugly.

I don't have a figure, They do, 

There better, Way better.

And they act stupid, That's what people like,

They're mean and crude to others,

I'm not,

I'm not like them,

There skinny, Very skinny, There legs aren't fat,

There in total shape,

I'm not, I swear, I'm fat, My legs, Myself,

I'm just fat.

Im nothing like them.

But i sure as hell want to be,

I want to feel special,

I want to fit in,

I want to be called beautiful,

That's the only thing i want.

Reviews

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

Very well done
Message comes across
As you age you will realise that. Beauty lies within and I know it's hard but your inner. Beauty will outlast all these beautiful girls we al get old Beauty fades But your heart and soul will shine xx

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

A cry for social norm as it were, it evolves and creates the message of old, and sadly of new, well done, good read.