My decisions.

This poem is talking about two different decions, of totally different subject, it doesnt rhyme. so if u like rhyming poems, this one isnt for you.

This is all so confusing,

My decisions seem right,

My last two decisions,

One with Her,

And one with Him,

With the one with her i'm damn sure,

I made the right decision,

But the one with Him is hard to pin,

Its hard to also explain,

My decision of waiting,

Was that right?

He says it was, Then He said it hurt him,

So it wasn't right...?

My confusions get bigger and bigger,

Now a word?

One word i say if my decision time has come?

Why is that?

Its all confusing,

I tried to ask questions,

But he pushed it off,

And said he wont talk about it again,

Just to say that one word, 

When my decision time was over,

How long?

1 year?

1 year and a half? 

My next birthday?

All things he asked,

But honestly i said i didnt know,

But i might now,

I know that my decision time is when it is,

Im not going to put a lid on it,

Im not gonna say in 1 year, Or 2 even,

Because if those years have passed,

And my decision time hasn't come, 

We will both be in the wrong. 

So this is one thing i wont decide on.

Ill let fate decide :) <3