Wish

One wish is enough
One wish for my birthday
I want to be whole again
The love that was stolen
I want it back

It's been days or weeks of being a zombie
I don't even feel me
I'm fooling myself everyday

Every night he's in my dreams
Happy scenes, happy life
I wanna live there
I hope it's possible

I'm tired to cry, I'm trying to be strong
But every time I tried I'm exhausted at the end of the day
This is killing me, missing him is hard

Every time we're together I feel me again
I can't hide my happiness
I feel complete, whole
It's easier to move, it's easier to talk

All I wish for my birthday is to find my missing piece and it's him
Him who gives me happiness that I can't find to anyone
I don't even care if he'll be selfish and change me
Coz it's nothing compare to the familiar feelings he gave me

Will God give me another chance?
I can't do this anymore
The hole in my heart doesn't heal
I want to do the familiar things touch, laugh, kiss and hug
Special movements that's only for the man I love

No one can replace him,
It's impossible to believe it but it's the truth
He's my other half. My bestfriend. My love.

I just want him to know that if he comes back
I'll be better, I've learned from my mistakes
I realized everything..
But I don't know how will he believe me
And it hurts and I'm afraid he would still not come back

That's my only wish for my birthday Material things is not enough
I want a chance to fix what's broken
If not now, when are we going to fix this?
I'm so sad but I'm trying to hide it every day
I'm forcing a laugh so no one would ask me
I need him, he's my treasure..
He's the most valueable person in my life