What you mean to me

If you must know I wrote this at one of the darkest points of my life I lost a lot of sleep over this. I assure you if you read it you would be wasting your time.

Torn between two people.

One righteous, One corrupt.
I bury me head in my hands as I lay lonely and confused.
I love both, but only one is right.

My heart is dead, 
please shoot me in the head.

Like cat and mouse, you toy with my heart.
A sick game of false love and hope. 
I fear if you keep this up one day it will shatter like glass.
I love both, but only one is right.

My heart is dead,
my life hangs by a thread.

You are beautiful in so many ways.

Yet i fear my mistakes will drive us apart.
I don't deserve you.
I love both, but only one is right.

My heart is dead,
I left so much unsaid.

Unexplainable is my love for you.
People say we're perfect for each other, you think differently.
The past is behind us, still your faults unnerve me
I love both, but only one is right.

My heart is dead,
wrists lonely and red.

When you're around my mind goes blank.
When I see you I can't help but smile
Maybe one day we will be together

                                        I love both, but only one is right. 

Author's Note

I Hate this poem. I wrote it a very long time ago and it is terrible. It's poorly written and I don't want to post it but a friend is making me. I'm sure there are many mistakes and it most likely has terrible flow. Again I can't stress enough how much I despise this poem. It doesn't even make sense.

Reviews

[I'llPlayTheJuliet]

Psh! I scoff at your note!
This is amazing, Brutaly honest, and it does too make sense.
I love the repeated lines, and that you did the font variation made it all the more intense.
p.s. so what if there are any spelling or grammer errors(i didn't notice any) but I think writing isnt about being perfectly written; to me it is about expressing emotions especialy the ones that you cant seem to express elsewhere.
I think this is really good..

[misha]

This is really good. You shouldn't hate it. This poem has so much emotion in it and like you said you wrote it during a hard time and I can sense that in this. Great job, keep up the work!

[ब्र&#..]

screw that note of your i love this poem, every word
alltid
-Meja

[qaralynn]

don't say that dude! I like it! especially the line that keeps coming back:
My heart is dead..
and then followed by another line
nice!