a chronic feeling

I don't think I hate myself

so much anymore

the feeling comes and it goes

like a wave

that crashes endlessly

the feeling will always be with me

haunting me

hiding in the edges of my brain

my strands of hair

at the tips of my toes

and fingers

wanting to scratch my skin off

an annoying f*****g rash

that never goes away

just taunting

and f*****g around with me

its a joke, really

but what the f**k can I do?

Author's Note

my bad for the language