Why

If only I understood
Why after everything you did
I still long to touch your face
To hear your voice
To feel your arms around me
Where I once felt so safe
I'm hooked on you
I know I should walk away
But I dont want to completely lose you
Not yet, not now
Can't you see?
I still love you
With every fiber of my being I do
And I try to deny it
I try to supress everything
So I can't put you so far out of mind
I wonder if you ever think of me
If I ever meant anything
But some answers I'd rather not seek.