Life without a fairytale

 

So when I was a little girl

I dreamt of fairytales and golden curls

And as I grew I thought ahead

Of who might share my bed?

I never knew exactly what I was looking for

I wish I could have known before

Before I learned the word adore

Because I think I would have thought a little bit more

But yet I know through these years my life has not been a bore

Yet I do lay here with my heart quite torn

Sometimes wishing I was never born

Tinkerbell would die upon the wooden floor, because I don’t believe in fairies or fairytales anymore

Yet I’d rather read the poem by Edgar Allen Poe, to Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

I’m now afraid to open the stage door

To let my eyes wander to the people ashore

To watch my life go through a world war

Some might judge me as a w***e

The little innocent girl will never be restore

I sometimes wonder where my fairytale of love went

Love deceased by torment

And then it went….

Went to repent, the lovers betrayal

And there it told a tale

Of one night desirability

And the dishonesty care of sweet vulnerability

With the ending result of culpability

I yearning to find tranquility

And find a way to stop the tears

To play the smile of the fake, such a dare

Time and life seems so unfair

Life seemed to be just within disrepair.

Reviews

[Natalie C]

Omg this was so brilliant in the truth, which lies within your perfectly crafted lines. Reminded me of my own piece I posted a long time ago about how I, myself don't believe in fairytales anymore. You did a wonderful job in capturing the childlike innocence and then uncovering the harsh reality of the world we all live in.

A genuine treat to read, I applaud you on a piece well written.

[Erotic Goddess]

Tinkerbell would die upon the wooden floor, because I don't believe in fairies or fairytales anymore

Oh, poor Tink. :) Sometimes we grow out of fairy tales and happily ever after. It's not for everyone, in fact, I think it is rarely ever true, even when it may seem as such. :) This was a great read.

Love,
Stephanie