Brake me.

I always feel really deep and moody ridiculously late at night.....

Everyone fears death.

That is a lie.

No one fears death.

We fear the moment before,

how much force it takes to brake someone.

How much pain it takes to shatter a human heart beyond all repair. 

We fear the moment after,

to be left behind.

Hell or heaven or nothing.

I have never met some on who fears only that one single moment when the pulse stops and the body goes cold.

Even in death we can not live in the moment.

Or, even die in the moment.

I do not fear death.

I fear what it would take to break me.