I'm Not Going To Your Wedding

The one poem I had from when I was in love with my brother....YAY INCEST!

I wish I had a twin

So I could fall in love with him

I want to fall into his warm, loving arms

This touch is telepathic

His eyes mirror my own

I wish I had a twin

I swear its not just an image in my head

I want to dangle my feet in the water

He'll come to me from behind

Whisper archaic melodies that no one else can understand

I want to kiss him with fiery passion

I wish I had a twin

It is beautiful, don't you think?

I swear I'm not falling for an idea.

Hey you, I'm not going to your wedding

I'm not going to watch you say yes to some miserable pathetic loser girl who isn't me.

I wish I had a twin

He would be a better brother

You could never be my lover

I love you always and forever

Now I hope you die

These are my last regards

I wish I had a twin

Don't you think its beautiful, such a haunting bond?

Of course you don't.

I hope you see through my thin guise.

Sometimes I believe in this mask

Why am I breaking down?

I wish I had a twin

He would see the connection

You can never see.

YOU ARE NO LONGER MY TWIN.

I'm still not going to your wedding.

I'm not breaking my own heart.