Waiting for a sign

life purpose and meaning,

Like a looking glass thru the depths of the ocean my vision of life has become unclear.

Tear stained cheeks with emotion leave me struggling saying what the hell am i doing here.

Built up anxiety and heart pounding with fear, looking for answers to ring true and clear.

I find myself waiting.....

Waiting for the whisper to be heard within my head.

Waiting for the guidance of the one's who've gone ahead.

Waiting for the knowledge to be gathered and reread.

Waiting for the answers to take away my dread.

Waiting for life's answers to fill my heart and head.  

Like the wind swirling in circles inside my crazy head, it touches and triggers a million thoughts instead.

Thoughts firing at random, i can not quiet them all, or understand the reason for having them at all.

Trying to quiet the mind and gather the winds energy to flow in  a straight line. 

I can then choose one path to follow with  life's purpose all aligned.

I find myself waiting..... 

Waiting for the whisper to be heard within my head.

Waiting for the guidance of the one's who've gone ahead.

Waiting for the knowledge to be gathered and reread.

Waiting for the answers to take away my dread.

Waiting for life's answers to fill my heart and head.  

written by:

Cynthia Woodcock

Author's Note

have always wrote for self enjoyment only