Horrible memrioesA Story by Cierra Nicole Aguilarabout destroy someone lifeSometimes
in life there is going to be a mistake that you will make and you will keep on making
that mistake you’re not ever to get it right.
Because you don’t know what’s going to happen if you make the same
mistake there is going to be a big problem can affect you for the rest of your
life, if you keep on doing the same thing over and over again. Maybe you have to get that big mistake out of
your life and just leave it alone so you won’t have to go back to that person
or to that big mistake. Because its effecting you’re life if you keep on going
back but you don’t have to go back you can go forward and forget about all the
regrets and big mistakes that you and the other person has made this pass school year . And just force on school and you’re homework
and not some guy that breaks your heart because he doesn’t want a relationship
at all cause you where has first girlfriend and he got all stressed out . Out
of you and the school because he didn’t know what to do school he just give up
on you and just leave you standing there outside. By yourself crying in tears. Because he couldn’t handle it anymore so he is
gone and out of your life. Still friends but it get to confusing all because
one day he walks you to the back because you have a family Emergency to go to
cause her sister Amanda just got in a car accident when Amanda is going to
college and some cop just hit her out of nowhere but he was off duty but that
doesn’t matter if he is off duty. But the cop hit my sister when he was driving
fast and she was about the turn into the other street because it was her turn
to go but the cop come out of nowhere and just hit my sister and her car out of
nowhere because the police officer didn’t know how to drive slowly. My sister
Amanda is hurting now because of what happened to her. Amanda feet and leg are hurting because it was
a big accident and her car didn’t looked good in the front. A woman out of nowhere she saw what happened
so she called 911 to go and check it out the car accident they said it looked
horrible my sister was hurt , the police
officer who was off duty was a little big hurt . God says, “There reason some people have
turned on you & walked away from you without a reason, has nothing to do
with you, it is because I have removed them from your life because they cannot
go where I am taking you next. They will
only hinder you in your next level because they have already served their
purpose in your life. Let them go and
keep moving, Greater is coming “say the Lord.
Because if you keep on letting them and coming back to your life it just
going to hurt you and have pain in yourself and you can’t let them do that to
you they will hurt you don’t care about you are how you feeling just move on
even not seeing if you are okay or damage but they don’t care anymore. The next day she message him saying “I just
don’t want our friendship to end really right now you are making me cry so much
its hurts “. The guy has it has to end
we tried 5 times and it did not work.
She said I promise not to touch you every again like that. Robotics guy says that does not matter we will
not be friends I will not go back to that group. Elizabeth say what if we try
to be friends again, Mr. Robotics guys say
nothing you will say will change my mind we already tired that.
Elizabeth But this time is different Robotics guy said you say that the 4 last times.
Elizabeth i really meant it this time I am just worried about you that is all. Elizabeth said just hear me out right now
don’t ignore me. Let me talk to you
about this you don’t look good when I saw you today. I can’t let you go, you see me and you think
I am fine but I am not fine nothing is fine anymore. Robotics guys says “For the love of god,
Please stop messaging me! . I just want to talk about this robotics guy. Don’t
ignore me all like this never happened.
Guess what it did happen.
Elizabeth said you don’t think I am hurting right now but you don’t care
anymore. Robotics guys if you have problems go talk to Randall, he is your new boyfriend
confide in him. Elizabeth says you
making me cry now robotics guy. I am so sorry I hate myself so much I
just want to talk to about this but you are pushing me away like I am a peace
of s**t that is left on the floor. “Why
do you about me when I just push you away “.
I care about you as a friend and right now I just don’t want you to
leave as a friend. if you can see me I am right a lot right now , I worry about you so much if I know how you
are doing But you just don’t care
anymore . Robotics guy it’s pointless
of you to worry about me. Elizabeth But I do worry about you and it’s not pointless.
Robotics Guy just let the bridge burn down. I can’t not let the bridge burn,
Robotics guys say why just let me go as well as the rest of the group. Elizabeth I am sad right now as you can tell,
for peat sake, LET ME GO!! I don’t care
if you are sad right now. How come you
don’t care anymore? I have my reason and
they are mine reasons. I just don’t want
the bridge burn like that how we leave it like that and I have mine for you to stay.
Too bad they don’t out weight mine to leave now we are done talking. Robotics
guys and lets be friends I worry about you so much. Robotics guy but we can’t not it that has
been explained. Why are you leaving the group they haven’t done anything to
you. Because this is a problem with
three variables you solve it by removing one so, I removed myself. They miss
you being there, I don’t believe
that for what I know they don’t care at
all. They do care about all of us and
even you robotics guy bull they do care you just don’t know it all. I want to
explain something I do hate you, nothing you or will ever do will able to overcome
that. Also I know you are lying to me that the group cares and wants me back
.it very obvious that they do not or nor they don’t care regardless tell them to remove my contact information
from their devices . Elizabeth’s is
saying can I ask you something “Why do you hate me so much “. How do you know
that robotics guy if they don’t care? Or do I care I change a lot and I do want
to say something I am sorry for everything. Robotics guy name Daniel I have my
own reasons and they are my own reasons
I am sorry for everything Elizabeth says. I do really mean it I take your word for nothing.
I just want you to know that I am so sorry you look stress and you
acting different why are that. Once again, my reason is my own reasons. Do you
think that I am a mistake I saw you’re status on here and I saw yours status as
well. Everything has change when you send that message to me and what Nathan
said to me I stop caring right there about a lot of things in life. That you couldn’t do this
anymore, Daniel is saying could do what anymore. You and me what was going on with us too? The
bridge has to burned accept it instructs everyone in that morning group to
deleted my contact number and I do accept. But just so you know you will have a
friend here when you need one and I know that there was something wrong before
you told me. Daniel saying I don’t care
if there is something wrong with me , I will be fine now tell everyone to deleted my contact information . There is no further point in these
conversations. I will tell them is
there anything else you want to ask me to my respond he said. Can I ask you something then Why did you come
back to me all those time then if you didn’t want anything to do with me
Elizabeth says , Daniel I was torn apart How come you were torn apart ? Because
of you noting now stop messaging, and instructs everyone to delete my
information though tell me when you have told them. Nothing is wrong with you robotics guy you
are just stress about school and robotics and life I am really sorry for that. Just tell me when you have told them.
Elizabeth is saying to Daniel I just want to understand what happened to our friendship
it died Daniel says. When we kiss I know
there was something was wrong with you and something did felt wrong it felt
wrong for the last six weeks I know it did and we should’ve stop . For peak
sake just tell them and be done with this already. Also why did you want it if
it felt wrong for you? I hated myself
for doing those things to you Daniel say I know you love it. And at the same time I hated myself too and
plus you didn’t probably liked it either.
No you loved it full heartedly and yes I did not liked it now tell them
or I will block you and not unblock you.
Then why did you tell me too stop if you didn’t like it I will
understand. Yes I am messaging them
right now, well then goodnight. The next
day how come you don’t tell them yourself Daniel there is a reason for not to
tell them myself they didn’t even do anything to you Daniel is saying I don’t care anymore now did
you message them . I don’t care anymore either then so, then “why are you
single and ready to pingle” you do care and I don’t care anymore. How do you know if I care or not care? Because you are looking someone to be in a relationships
with you and it obvious now they message?
I haven’t message back and how is it obvious then. Because all you want is love “single and
ready to pingle “Gosh find anything more in insulting to post? I change a lot when you said that you need
some space and I think of myself I need some time to think. Elizabeth you always been done with me but I
don’t care anymore why you are sad if you don’t care anymore. I know you didn’t told tell them deleted my contact,
now send that message. If you have any respect for decency left in you. Elizabeth
I just want to help you that are all I want to do. You can help me by telling
them and to delete it. Can we just meet
in person so I can explain on what happened with us? Who are we? You and I just give me a chance
to explain things. Explain what. in person don’t walk away when you see me or
ignore me like you always do .
There is nothing for you to explain, now tell them to delete my contract
and you do the same. I am not with anyone I just want to focus on school. I
don’t give a damn what is your relationship
status is , you haven’t heard my
side and you haven’t heard my side and I just only heard your side only . You heard my side, and I don’t care about
yours side. Why are you sad everyone
thinks you’re sad I am not sad, they don’t even care. And don’t ignore Mrs.
Taylor and Mrs. M they haven’t done anything to you. Daniel is saying I don’t care a damn if I
haven’t done anything to them I do not give a dam what I done anything to you
either What Danielle, Nathan or anyone did for peat sake tell them to deleted my contact
. You change a lot why do you hate me so much because you were torn apart when
we were doing that stuff is that why you hate me so much or you hate me cause I
was you’re first girlfriend . I have said I have my reason are my own reason,
no leave it at that. Tell me so I can help you fix it you will never fix it now
for the love of god, have them delete my contact. Yes I
will if you just let me show you that I can change I promise you I will fix it
if you just give me a chance as a friend
and if you see I will talk to you in person and you will listen . And if you
don’t hear me out I will stop you from walking so I will make you to listen to
me. The next day after school February
25, 2016 Elizabeth was staying after school typing her story and robotics guy
was in the library as well with his team member that was in the team also. She
wanted him to read her story that Elizabeth was typing about them. So the robotics guy came up to her and he was
like do you want to read the story if you want to or not you don’t have to if
you don’t want too. Daniel got mad and
want back to the room and the team member were doing there project in
there. But then Elizabeth told her
friend Travis to call him out into the library
so he can read her story and she was like don’t get mad at me when you
read my story Daniel was like is it about us and she said yes it is about us .
Daniel said don’t type anymore if it about us and I was like no I am still
typing if it is about us you can’t make me stop typing if something that I love
to do . Daniel was like do you want me
to read it Elizabeth was printing the pages for him to read the story about
them too. She waiting for the page to
come out of the printer and it didn’t because it was a sign that she shouldn’t
let him read but them printing on the other printer. Elizabeth give the page to Daniel and she was
like can I walk you outside and talk . Daniel was like talk about what there is
nothing to talk about it over and then he leave outside because his dad was
waiting for him outside of the school. She message him don’t get mad if you
read the story because it about you and me.
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1 Review Added on February 29, 2016 Last Updated on May 5, 2016 AuthorCierra Nicole AguilarSan Antonio , TXAboutCierra Loves to travel, sing, writer music , be creative pottery and listening to music . more..Writing
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