Can you tell me why?

Can you tell me why?
I have a good heart, but it gets mistreated?
I listen to music for hour's, to drown out my reality?
I have a hard time telling people "no", when I need me time?
I feel like nothing, to put a smile on everybody's face?
I suffer on a daily to live, when I don't know why I'm alive?
I gave up my happiness and life to become an empty slot?
Can you tell me why?

Author's Note

It's my first time posting anything. It's been 6 years since I wrote... Here go's nothing 😐