Panakip Butas

Wake up girl

He never loved you

He probably needed you before though

He could not move on with his ex 

He needs you to distract him from thinking about his ex

Remember when you were going out?

Remember when he was courting you and saying sweet things?

Remember when he gets home he posts about depressing stuff and how he hates being alive?

He was in pain, yes

You saw it, but you saw it differently

You thought it was just nothing

And you believed when he said he was over her

But he wasn't

2 months into the relationship and he is still chatting with her

Calling her by their endearments

Reminding her to take an umbrella cos it's raining

Telling her to take care

Did he ever tell you that? Never

So stop your delusion that he loved you

And yet you still choose to fall in love deeper

You cut their connection, he became cranky

You started to get jealous 

And guess what, he hated you

Maybe when he got over his ex he finally saw you

He finally saw that you were never sexy

He were never his type

So he started looking at other girls

When you get jealous he just tells you to lose those extra pounds

If you can't lose 'em, don't expect him to stop either

He's a man, it's natural for them he says

So you tried, and tried, and tried again

How many times was it that you tried?

But everytime you are doing well 

Out of the blue he will say how sexy your workmate is

How flat her belly is

Yeah, losing weight is not overnight

But he said it himself, he was never ever been with a fat or chubby girl

Remember when he told you that he will leave you if you don't get thin?

Girl that was true, that was all true

Ever wonder why over simple things he gets heated so easily and wants to break up?

Ever wonder how he was able to drag you out that door cos he wants you to leave?

Girl, he was over his ex

He does not need you anymore

His eyes are wide open now and his wound from his past is healed

He is fine now, and he is excited to meet those sexy girls

Those hot chicks he is looking and browsing on his phone and liking their pics

While you are in front of him waiting for him to respond to your conversation

And yet after he left you alone in the mall

You are still there, ready to accept his sorry

Guess what, look around

He is nowhere right?

He is gone

He's not gonna come back

There is no way in hell he would want you back

You are fat girl, face it

And you are a ball of insecurities

You'll never be enough for him

You are not good looking enough

What's the last thing he told you again?

Oh, he wants you to look good when he brings you to see his family

So wake up

You are ugly

You are fat

Deal with it

Suck it up

No one will ever want your love

So accept that fact

And just live in whatever way you can

Don't bother finding love again

It will just hurt you again

Reviews

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

A true and diverse look at emotion and turmoil within the female universe, the one that will be true to all,w ell done, good read.