One day

I will run to her with the world on my side and arms open wide

 

 

Don’t be scared

Promise, I will take care of myself

I am strong, and I will be stronger

So strong that I can take care of you

So please, take me

Don’t leave me behind

But if you really have to

Please leave a track

Not for you to come back

But for me to follow

And if I caught up with you

Please don’t neglect me

I’m not mad at you

For leaving me alone

See? I am happy

I am happy because

I know one day

I will see you

And I pray to God

That on that day

I will see you happy

With your new family

Even if you will not love me

 

 

 

 

~

 

SimpleMind

Author's Note

I just made this poem few minutes ago and I feel like sharing how I feel so I published this here.

So there, I'm an open book (hoping that she will be able to read me one day), and I'm sharing this so that to those who are like me...you'll realize that being doomed is an option and not fate.

*Smiles

Reviews

[Michael Kevin Spencer]

You describe the push and pull of strong bonds really well, family love can be full of drama, but our maturity and ripe love saves all and forgives all. You have an admirable emotional intensity. Your heart is very likable.

[SimpleMind]

howdy Vince?
Thanks a lot for the kind review..and yes, I've been there and I was like that..full of drama..it was tiresome. But I guess my mother is brave, and I got my braveness from her. :)

[Frieda P]

When you write of your 'mother' it cuts like a knife. You wrote your pain and longing well here. Consider this a squishy hug from this mom. You've touched my heart. Nice pic too! x

[SimpleMind]

I want to see her, really. But if I keep on crying nothing will happen. I have a feeling that if I will be on the wrong path, she will blame herself and will run away from me. And I don't want that to happen. Being here is enough reason to thank her, so I'm gonna hate all those people who will call her irresponsible and other negative things. Anyways, thanks a lot Frie...for being kind and for the hug :)

[Frieda P]

You've earned those tears....people do things for reasons we have no knowledge of, perhaps your Mom was unable physically or mentally to care for a child...life is never perfect but yes she gave you life...hopefully one day your wish will come true, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you dear one.

[SimpleMind]

*giggles
That's a priceless help Frie...and I'm gonna need that badly. My brother's 2 years old and I'm months old when she left us, that means she had taken care of us for a quite time. Thanks a lot Frie :)
And sorry for being too open XD

[Frieda P]

Never be sorry for who you are or how you feel...you've gathered strength from an extremely painful experience. You earned your stripes here. :-)

[Marc Marlon Villaflor]

Hmmm looks & sounds a real story...it could be a song. Love it! The readers can relate to the honesty of the thoughts here. Great Penned!

[SimpleMind]

haha yes, it's a real story xD
thanks! that's quick :)

[Marc Marlon Villaflor]

:) Welcome