100 Poems on Identity 6-10A Chapter by John Fredrick CarverAcrostics and regular sonnets exploring the truth of our identities
No. 6
When the lump I made in the fabric of this place No longer moves and its pain is too strong to stand I will rejoin my peers leaving but a trace Of being with you these moments my visit spanned But I take with me precious thoughts of the past Memories of the ones I came to know Spending some time with them that went too fast Never to ever be forgotten though; Oh they will forget me surely and what they read Of the thoughts I wrote on their monitors in grief Kindly remembering none of what was said Like just another orange or brownish leaf Fallen in the fall from some familiar tree To the fires of decay in an ever ending spree! No. 7
I was alone one night summers ago, Looking inside to find myself in there I found I was always harder to know, Kind of like I was going but getting nowhere Even imagining a point I was in . . . Down in so far I could not see back out, Overtly concerned I could only go in Inside my intellect passed any doubt Not realizing I was imagining it; Going further in was not to do more That had not been done when starting to do it How to get out was by reason as before I realized a mere image I am not So what joins reason and imagination is all we’ve got.
No. 8
Another time I stared at the window pane Newly realizing we are portals too, Dimensions waiting between inane and sane Yearning to create something and let it through Only seeing down in is never enough … Usually looking out destroys our thought; Distractions stealing our finest stuff; Otherwise what I say would not be sought Instead we see looking down in, in you The future is the same as looking out And we know the past we see out there was true Leaving some to believe beyond doubt Some original entities made all this Or some, new entity wants them all to be his?
No. 9
Of the things we must believe one must be true For, of the things which are true there is only one Carefully chosen each truth; one me and you, One world and universe that is real when done. Unable to prove or not to prove a God Reason seems to indicate one in our choice Several choices to choose from even and odd Even what one cannot hear might be God’s voice Heaven is full of things that must be believed Even hell must be believed to really be It must be for nothing else can be conceived So, the judge must be neither and yet we see It must be like us and really this is the deal The difference being it decides which is real.
No. 10
But, I am not all reason and facts do not always abide; Except when needed to survive or revive; In me and if you are like us inside Not just in our world where we are alive Giving perfect reason over to the dead Exaggerating truths to make a point Mumbling truths that have to be what was said Overly aggressive with those we anoint Then when things get muddled we do the same Ignore parts we know are our deserts Ostracizing those we would rather blame Not allowing others to do stuff causing hurts After all we are reasonable people here Laughing at those who are evil as if hell was near.
© 2013 John Fredrick CarverAuthor's Note
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Added on August 3, 2013 Last Updated on August 4, 2013 Tags: sonnets, acrostic, identity, life, love, introspective, existentialism AuthorJohn Fredrick CarverNorthern Minnesota, USA, MNAboutNobody cared. I thought some of you at least one of you all were my friend. more..Writing
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