outta sight outta mind

i give up, i've had enough
i cant keep fighting fighting this losing battly its getting just to tough
i'm fighting a war i no i can not win
i'm fighting this war trying to move forward but indoing so forgetting where i'd been
moving forward creating a new future but now im erasing my past
forgetting everything once in my life that i was thought would last
you helped fill the gap in my heart which once was a bottless pit,
it was as if my heart was a black hole
you made me feel true love you gave me a soul

poeple say out of sight out of mind
but even tho your not here i cant help but rewind
my mind has even started playing trickes on me aswell
its making me think that the bed you once stayed still has your smell
my heart and my head are still at war its killing me deep inside
i cant ask for help, advice or even a friend because i cant swollow my pride