alone in the darkness

everybody is to worried about the recession
but I'm have bigger things to worry about I'm deep in depression
trying to remember a happy time in my life
sometimes i get so low only way to feel good is at the end of the knife
take away the hurt and the pain
why did god put me on earth, why should i remain?
all my life I've felt like an outcast like I'd never belong
i cant fight this depression I'm just not that strong
I'm tired of this life i just want to die
you wont understand unless you spend some time in my life then you'll see why
I'm far from being free
I'm imprisoned in a body i don't wanna be
i use to want to disappear for a while but now i see i was never seen
I've never wanted something so much, I've never been more keen
everyone told me time would heal the pain
but it's been years and there is still no sunshine i can only feel the rain
i use to lay awake at night wondering would anyone notice if i was gone
thinking how long before there was darkness where my canddle once shone
my mind wont change not now not never
i guess i fall asleep now goodnight..... forever

Reviews

[Chris Smith Welshpoetcs]

I can see that darkness and despair, looking for life to throw us a chance. Strong and powerful write my friend.