Quo Vadis

There's a Christ for every December

I remember
long ago
purity
incarnation
paradise
gently singing
a breeze, sifting
grass dances of
praise and rejoice
feeling again
suddenly

just as
memory


melodic in a way
different
part of the chorus'
universe,
instrument
vibrations,
noises inside
the center
now hollow

some breeze
once
stilll; yet
now?


a tornado's wind
claws of wrath
ready to rip anything to pieces,
apart
joined with violent fate
because of violent tongues
'be careful what you say'
invalid
taunted
changed
no longer
just being
reckless
feeling
abandoned

naive
because
breeze was not
aware
of what it was
only another
feeling
and now its out of control
the tipped tongues of hatred
preachers
they are lost in
confusion
the tension in the loins of
the raped (oh, mother!)
defiled hearts
as the b*****d children cry
for me!
the heavy breathe of the starving
hungry air thieves
the faceted chambers within
liars mouths
the  mental blood dripping
damned psychic vampires
feeding off
curses on
innocent victims
change
never allowing themselves
to be taken
living in terror
blaming some
famously selfish
tyrants
forcing
'this is right!'
to those
who command under
deliberately
aiming to gain some sense of control
over what is naturally not of its own will
life is a lot like melting snow or
crumbling pillars of ash from a volcano
never permanent
dark mists hovering overhead
a brook that's always babbling about
insanities (our combined infinite knowledge's) pact to
of just not knowing
what they have done
just like
the breeze
ill informed

those
trying to expose others
but not themselves
shackling themselves to
effecting
an out come
conflicting
as if it was
desires
destination
self destruction
pity, that it didn't have
to be that way

how was each own to know?
that it was all
created
by the word of man

missing so many
sunrises
I cry
day to night
'we can change'
yet they seem to love
solving every problem

the path to destruction
maybe we are naturally
amidst this chaos
I
will
never stop
trying to recreate
the perfection within
unconditional
the love of
one
that lets anyone go

I wanted to bring it to
earth
for you
because I know it can be true
if you keep loving with me
wise, words
just hope
maybe we can happen
somewhere
forever
once you really know
the truth

there is no
translation

I will bring this love to you if
it kills me
guess
you'd just have to
be there

to the darkest
most hollow place

to understand
don't go there
please
because it will be too late

lost

among the powerful current
who is delightfully distracted
in keeping you counteracted
this is your escape
from me
the end

just know I cant
come with you
within me
to that place
unless I'm dead
and since I'm death
I never can

beyond your wildest imagination
what it's like
I know the answer to that question
I can tell by the way you are
that you didn't know
I can only save you
so much is misunderstood

because I love you
and you are afraid of me

I'll teach you something tonight
creep right up by your bedside
no flesh
not even bone
a whisper
'make a change in someone, please i beg you,
 in those who rest carefully on my furled brow
what ever it is, it is a connection
hopefully one day I'll be free
stop giving and receiving angrily
miscommunication
don't be about that, just think of me
of eternal peace
and what I bring
inevitably
my love
yet not even I seem
to change
you, the way you move
don't you fail to see
our harmony
all harmony
within this cosmic sea
there is even
imperfections
symmetrical
reflection
you have the choice to make
a heaven out of hell
or a hell out of heaven.'

kiss me
cold lips

they
meet
my gaze
soft eyes of regret
from breaking
hearts
made to fail
so we could fall
together
again
its never

the same
although
frequent our dance
not like the first time
sigh then smile
another Deja Vu
you don't remember do you?

doesn't it all just seem almost
too perfect?
it's not
it's you
you are perfect the way you are
find comfort
it's here
waiting for you
and everyone
us, together
I'm coming for you


I want to see what you're like
inside
in all your beauty

not just a vessel

you react when touched
by me
by creation
by language
by exchange
made the way we are, even
fearless
and
forward forth
on towards
rendezvous

Author's Note

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