Friends

This is something I whipped up about my personal struggle recently of love

We were best friends

That’s all we wanted to be

But the older we got one of our feelings changed

You kept throwing signs and tricked me

I fell for you hard

Harder than ive ever fallen

It felt like I was hit by a truck

I kept trying to make my feelings disappear

But it doesn’t work that way I guess

I kept telling people I didn’t like you

I convinced myself that I didn’t like you

But I was too scared to admit I did cause I was scared of the outcome

I talked to you and asked if you felt the same

You said no and at that moment I felt my world crash

I felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest

Like I wouldn’t ever be happy again

I’m still not

I still feel those butterflies in my belly when we talk

I still feel those feelings every time I see your pictures

Every time im asked about love I always say ive never been so I don’t know how it feels

But I do

I have never felt this way about anyone ever

I get so jealous when I see you with other girls

And when other girls are hitting you up when you’re staying the night

It breaks my heart

Because I love you

When im at my lowest point you talk to me and I get those DAMN butterflies

But I guess we can’t choose who our hearts love

Author's Note

I need to know if theres anything I can do to fix ANYTHING

Reviews

[wordman]

i guess it will always be with you,but in time you will smile at the memories
someone will come along and swish you off your feet