Her feelings she hides

Smile's are hard to come by,
Love's something I can't hide.
I feel it everyday, the pain... it'll never go away.
Thing's are crazy, life's a maybe.
A halfway chance, one last dance.
Here we go, my emotions are about to show.
Maybe I need to unload. 
My mind is racing, I've found myself pacing. 
I'm staring in a gaze, I'm lost in a haze. 
To me, nobody's home. I'm gone, forever alone. 
I'm in a no-trouble zone. 

It's where I lye, broken inside. 
Maybe I'll find out what's wrong with me... maybe I'll finally be able to see, I've never been worth nothing....