The Empty Dream

How i feel about a lost love

Empty promises

I'm looking past nothing onto nothing

I'm looking a blank pages

Ruminating once more

Trapped in this depressive chain of self disrespect

Your words echo in my mind

But that is where they stay

Never agian do i hear those words from you lips

Hide my somber emotions

You see right past my facade and

Into my soul

It's so full of holes

You wanted a sweet fairy

I am a somber black pixie

I am the color of the night on the inside

This little margarita has turned into a flower

So deep in color you know it not

You look in my heat and see your reflection

When you see how nervous i am

You turn your head in disgust

What is so wrong with me?

I think to myself

Later i answer my own question

I look in the mirror

I am forever broken

I am in love with my sadness

And you look past that into my emptiness

Forever tapped in an exchange of love and rejection

Your love is mine

Time is an illusion

A thought that makes me feel better when i'm alone

To know you will forever be inlove with me

If only for the theory that time does not exist

As unhealty as the relationship between man and woman in domestic violence

I will foreve see you as my one true love

I only see the bad that i did

I excuse the way you hurt me

I think about the way you loved me

You will forever be in my heart despite the pain you cause me

 

 

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[LisetteCanWrite!]

Wow now these are some very deep feelings.. I have had similar feelings in the past and even on the odd day these days.. there are lots of people who feel this way unfortunately and some more than others.. thank you for sharing and keep writing as it is always good to vent and share emotions!