An Artist's RoommateA Poem by Closing Thoughts8/14/16He lives in the corner of my room. I tell you this because it’s more comforting than any alternative: Like; She dies in the middle of my room. But I can honestly say, neither of those things are really true. Neither he nor she lives nor dies. It is ising. It is rotting with each racking breath Wheezing like a train Long tangles of hair drip in front of its face that is overcome with gangrene. Moths take up residence in its ribcage rather than a heart And it sings all night “I am not beauty, I am art.” This thing eats all of the things I leave behind Dropped words. Dropped sentences. It pushes all of my left socks into its mouth. My calculus homework is sliding down its esophagus As it consumes I watch it grow. Stomach bloated Slumped over there In the corner or the center of my room (depending on the time of day). Ripping page after page from my biology textbook Papercuts in the mouth Papercuts on the tongue Bleeding and eating, tearing things apart. I hear it between mouthfuls sobbing, “I am not beauty, I am art.” I’ve considered calling a specialist, some doctor or an exorcist, But whenever I bring someone over it hides And leaves a messy room behind. My mother thinks I’m going mad And lovers never stay in perspectively haunted apartments. The best of friends will humor the situation for a time But they too grow weary of the invisible creature. All the time they ask me, “When did this all start?” And as peculiar as it sounds I can’t seem to remember a life before the thing crying, “I am not beauty, I am art.” Such a roommate is rather impossible to live with With it consuming everything and Making messes and Being awake all hours of the night. It ruins any hope of house parties and throws temper tantrums when I leave. And while getting rid of such a beast Shouldn’t be too hard, if you’re smart, It’s hard to think straight with the thing always screaming, “I am not beauty, I am art.” So I resorted to home remedies Try to get rid of the menace Like burning candles out of season And playing the ukelele all night long I was told coconut oil is nature’s cure to everything So I rub it all over the walls. But mostly I just try to ignore it And hope that it’ll get the hint and depart But the thing just wails louder and louder “I am not beauty, I am art.” And at night while I lay Curled under my makeshift shield of a comforter It will beckon to me Call and cry and weep long long moans Until I get up to feed and coddle this thing, This ugly, unwanted child of mine. And all night it will cry and try to further break my heart Though I hate this little demon I can’t imagine a life apart, As I hold it in my arms it cries, “Love me, for I am your art.” © 2016 Closing Thoughts |
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Added on August 14, 2016 Last Updated on August 14, 2016 AuthorClosing ThoughtsAbout"Faith is the art of holding onto things of spite of your changing moods and circumstances." -C.S. Lewis more..Writing
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