I Hate You

wrote this a long time ago as well. will update it a little though.

Shoot me with an arrow.
..It would hurt a lot less.
Rip out my beating bloody heart and tear it to shreds.
It would still hurt a lot less.
Stab me in the stomach and run away with my torn soul.
This still…
would hurt way less.

Cause you left me to die alone.
I never want to hear those words from you again.
I hate you.
Look what you turned me into.
I hate you.
I never want to hear those words from you again…
I hate you…

You took everything I knew…
Away and trashed it.
Yet still,
This would hurt a lot less if you just..
Shot me with an arrow.
Ripped out my heart.
Lied to me and cheated.
Stabbed me in the dark.

Cause you left me here to die alone.
I never want to hear those words from you again.
I hate you.
Look what you turned me into.
I hate you.
I never want to hear those words from you again…
I hate you…

Look at my rotting flesh and tell me
You cared.
Look at my empty shell of a being and tell me
You think of me.
Look into my hopeless eyes void of laughter and feelings and tell me
You didn’t want things this way.

Cause you left me to die alone.
I never want to hear those words from you again.
These wounds of mine never healing,
Breaking upon thin stone.
I hate you.
Look what you turned me into.
I hate you.
I never want to hear those words from you again…
I hate you…

This is what I am.
This is what I’ll be.
This is what I hate.
This is what you made me.
Broken and without trust.
I hate you.
I hate you...