Love or disaster

As I sit here I think
Are you right for me?

You are perfect in damn near every way
Yet it's the little things you don't do that manage
To put me into a state of confusion

You're smart attractive and protective
Yet you can't see me like you say you do.
You're not sensitive to my needs. But you try.
But your frustrated words cut deeper and cancel out how you try.

You know how I feel with out me saying anything
Yet you do what you want, you disregard what I say or feel. So why should I tell you how I feel about anything anymore.

I feel trapped. I can't walk I can't talk to anyone I'm not happy anymore. You don't hold me you refuse to rub my back. You don't listen anymore.

How long will I sit here before I have the courage to tell you. I think my fear of being alone keeps me here but does it keep you with me? I don't think your in love with me.

I know you love me but do you know the difference of in love and loving someone? I do