crazy mother

 

 

 

the one you count on to always be there for you when you need someone

the one you count on to be there when something goes wrong

the one you always cry for when your scared

yes,

your mother ... but for me i have none to turn too . no ! shes not dead ... she just is an unfit mother .. if she deserves to be called that ... hits me for no reason in yet another drunken rage of hers .. so now i sit here crying my eyes out , exprssing my deepeest feeling through the speed of my fingers against each letter on this very keyboard hoping this will help me in the future not to hold things in my heart .. though i know in the back of my mind there will always be thoes simple flash backs of her htitting me . these

simple

little

flashbacks

willl only allow me to remain in my horrible state of mind of hating my mother

if this is wrong

may i ask for our lord  .... to please forgive me for my sins

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[LisetteCanWrite!]

Wow so sad.. lots of emotions here that I can feel.. I can also relate.. my mother used to hit me when I was really young.. but she has cleaned up and we spent time together healing over this.. she is much better today.. she can actually give me a hug now.. the first time in 36 years.. so yes I know where you do come from.. myself with my kids.. never dream of doing that to them.. because I know how it felt.. my children have always come first.. thank you for sharing!!! =)