the spoken untruth

 

 

 

 

the spoken untruth began with a simple lie ,an insignificant justification for nothing !

absoulutly no reason for it . yet i continued to lie ! why me ? i asked ... intwined in a mixed world i have never truley faced until now . bound to my everyword i spoke to him .. continuing to lie daily about things that didnt matter . from how my day was going to the actions i was doing to the very second i read his words . true love began on the 3rd day we talked to each other . though never expecting to feel for a man so deeply .... i just lied thinking no true meaning behind it ! till the day i told him everything .. the entire truth !!! i swear **

little did i know it ruined everything . he no longer loves me (if he ever did to begin with) never tells me he does when we part to our dreamy lands . no longer does he say my name with a special voice !  i ruined everything ... the chance i had with the one man i have truely loved from the get go ... why me ??

he will never forgive me no matter how many sorry's i say .. no matter how many times i tell him i will never say another lie . it was wrong for me to do so i will admitt..

  so baby now i am nationaly saying it .....

               i sierra shays am sorry

                         just please forgive me ??

                                  you will not be sorry !!