conversation's with the devil

just read it !! and u will problly understand

 

 

      

 

   think about it ..im sooo serious

havent u ever had thoughts about suicide ? i mean everyone has... my strong belife is tht its the closeset time u spend with the devil ..ive been told all my life tht the thoughts about killing ureself is the "work of the devils mind" ..

is it true??

or mabey im just like the millions of ppl who think about such a thing ... well whtever it doesnt matter im problly too retarded to even really do it !!! theres a person in my life tht i love so deeply and he tells me tht suicide "is the p***y way out" lol and hes right but there is a thick line between the words someone speaks to u and the blank sayings u hear in ure head !!

is it just me ??

questions ive thought of for awhile now... mabey it is the best thing to do

will i still go to heaven??

who knows.. i dont... and i kinda wanna find out ... im on this earth for no reason i feel the same way rachel marsh did in the book The Fifth Of March   as if i have no place here.... who cares if i do decide to end my life ?? who cares about me ?? hmmm im listening !!!! just like other times * no responce*

MABEY I JUST WONT BE HERE TOMARO ... WE WILL ALL SEE WHO CARES NOW !!!!!!!

Author's Note

these are my true thoughts about this topic .. say wht u want it really doesnt matter

Reviews

[Legion]

Ask yourself this (and most suicides probably don't think about this), just suppose that what certain belief systems hold to be true are true. For instance, if you commit suicide, you burn in hell for eternity. If it is true (and we have no way of knowing for sure until we actually die), do you really want to risk it? Think about that instead. We have no real concept of eternity even though we try to define it to understand it, but do you really think you could handle burning for that long. This life is a short penance compared to that. I've lost two friends to suicide. It isn't worth the risk.

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oh yeah suicide .. something dancing in my mind since months ... but i'm trying to put off the tune so that it stops dancing lol

think i must look for "The Fifth of March"

[fionnaiscool]

i feel like that 2, sometimes, but remember to not kill ur selfg. ;) its the permanent way out of a tempory problem.. lol, i got thnat out of the awkwardest play ever... haha