umm i dont know really how to start but ok ! ...
i was only 10 when he started my REAL father was great .. but he was shot when i was only six i can understand my mother was lonley . she wasnt at all the best parent and i belive she knew it ! takin care of me my sis and my two older brothers yea thts alot of kids to handle ..oh yea btw was born and raised in vegas phsss wht a wonderful place to live (NOT)!!!!!!!! well anyways she got married to some random guy in vegas and yep he became my step father coo at first then it happened the first time he ever touched me ... always whispered in my ear " this is because you have been such a bad girl" ummm ok?? wht could i have possibly done tht was sooo bad for him to torture me in such a way .. everyday of my life sence i was 10-16 i had to go through the pain and suffering . though he told me it was all my fault otherwise he would not be doing such a thing.. and honestly for many years ...i really belived it
my brothers are my rock my heros they found out and nearly beat him to death... 2 words for u (louiseville slugger) ....
it bothers me to talk about such a thing its just now that i look back at my life its prety horrible !!! i go day to day with the constant reminder of my step father .. im serious !! my shrink says tht i willl nvr forget what he did to me and its true
hmmmmm wondering wht happened to my sister ??
well actully she was my twin yea but she died from cancer and many days i spend wondering if she is up in heaven watching over me protecting me from the scar in my heart !!! who knows ? i sure dont