Three Weeks

This is how long it took for me to finally...crack.

Three weeks

That's how long it took,

before they started to ditch me,

...to avoid me

I didn't need someone to point it out to me to know

I knew from the first time she saw me in five years

She said 'how weird'

I pretend not to notice

 I acted like it was nothing

I was wrong

Was I the only one that didn't notice?

I didn't notice how much of a loser I am?

Why?

Why then?

Why do I have so much other friends

...that aren't here?

I need those friends

I don't think I can survive without them

I think I want to die

I know it, I know I do

Maybe I should

Author's Note

So yeah this is what happened today, at lunch. I feel worse then shit.