The Ghost

It's dark, like the last one. Enjoy.

I'd like to write down something deep.

But my feelings are shallow like me.

I cannot reflect on my life's past,

When my future is always haunting me.

Im never going to not be sad

Its like a second nature to me

let me weep for the things ive done

and the things im doing.

All the people ive abused and made sad with me

im sorry.

you can let me go now.

Let me fade away

from your memories

everyday

just think

your life

will be free with out me

and im sorry

for all ive done

and what I have not

its my fault

im to blame

this is my sick and twisted game.

Im so alone

and ive over looked

what means the most

and im sorry

so so sorry.

That I have to go.

its for the best

and youll never know.

That I was here

and you just go on

living your life

and ending your sadness

with me the ghost.

A ghost that faded

no longer lurking

a ghost who is hated

by most in the world

a ghost who is fragile

and crying “just go”

a ghost that is dying

to go to the after life

a ghost who is not afraid to admit

what they've done

and to who

that's why shes so blue.

Im gone now

ive faded.

Im timeless

and dated

ive cried enough

and I falling down.

Please take my hand

and my thorny crown.

Author's Note

Ignore any issues, ill fix all later.

Reviews

[namelessneed]

like the cliche' says, "Thanx for sharing.."

[Stefanie Holmes]

So many people can regret things from the past and how it affects the future. We tend to get wrapped up in it until it consumes us and that's all we can focus on. You penned nicely here how that truly looks in life. People can relate to this piece and share this same inner struggle. Well penned!

~Stefanie