Samuel 1/2

Some nights are meant for the mermaid to just be sad and miss her supposed to be prince badly 07MARCH2016 0302H

You left without a word. You were abruptly, silently, gone. I frantically searched for you and looked for clues and hints you might have left behind. I checked the conversations we had, scrutinized every word, every sentence we had exchanged - did I say something hurtful which made you decide to leave? Am I that important to make such an impact? Was I not worth informing about your plans about leaving? Why did you leave? 

If I could turn back time, I would have told you everything. I would have spent more time with you. I would have treated you as if you were leaving the next day and never coming back. I would have.... but you were already gone. There was nothing I can say to change the past but still all my hopes and prayers were up for the day we'd bump into each other again.

You came back and I have told you everything. I was so happy and I regret nothing. Nothing has changed. You still laugh at my silly jokes. You still make my heart flutter. I suddenly forgot the time we lost and the distance we had for nothing has changed between us. But every time I'm about to sleep, why do I keep thinking that you should have never come back. Why do I keep wishing that you should have stayed in the past?