Beautiful Madness

Falling through hues of blue and black 
I am calling out to you 
My screams silenced by your words 
Do you see what you put me through? 
An ache that swells inside my chest 
threatening to swallow me whole   
with the chitter chatter of the beasts 
begging me to let him go. 
My heart races so very fast 
as I try to get away 
from the shadows in my head 
that are begging him to stay. 
Dripping with insecurities 
they tell me I am beautiful when I burn 
Step into the fire now child 
Let the rage consume the hurt. 
Through angry words I cheer for you 
Go on boy stand strong! 
Mock the broken and the weak 
tell me you knew it all along! 
Screaming sirens pierce my ears 
and the beautiful voices sing 
Listen to the evil choir 
let the voices ring. 
Step into the fire now child 
and I will take you home... 
To mess with all the madness 
my look at how you have grown. 
Sleep with me and my delusion 
as I tare away the burnt flesh 
To reveal a beautiful agony 
to he who knows us best...