Millennium

I do not know what I was expecting... 
I don't know why I was so surprised, 
I knew exactly what was coming... 
I could see it your eyes. 

I hope my heart was worth breaking 
I hope you got what you were looking for 
Because I got nothing from this 
unless you can count being more broken than I was before. 

I was trying to hold on 
But I had to let it go... 
There is something dark inside of me 
and I just had to let you know. 

A story told a thousand times 
over the span of hundreds of years 
I have lived lives of wars and battles 
Filled with blood hate and tears 

Everyone wants to be more than themselves 
I can feel all that I was before this life... 
The recognition of this pain is overwhelming 
as I have known far before this night. 

When something is new, 
it should not feel old... 
I have spoken these words before 
while a different story was being told. 

Do you believe if forever? 
Have you sifted the sands of time? 
Have you tasted centuries??? 
Have you held millennium in you mind? 

I have fought this repetitious battles 
I hope this will be my last... 
A chance to reborn again... 
well I would surely pass.