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I saw you decision as it played across your eyes, 
I closed my own I held my breathe...I prayed to God I would not cry. 
I asked him for the strength, because you took all yours that day... 
when the only thing I ever tried to keep decided to walk away. 

You know they say time heals all wounds, but I have bled for a thousand years. 
Every time is starts to heal I cut it open, because I could not keep you here. 

Oh I tried to spare my pride, and now I am anything but proud. 
You see I tried to hide your light, when it screamed to me so loud, 
and now everything is dark since the day I let you fade. 
Left here to love the mess that I fed to you that day. 

Its not right I swear your wrong, I swear that it is not me this time... 
That drug that beast along to devour everything that was mine. 
You know I fought so hard, and so it hurt so bad to loose. 
When the only part of me that is right, is the only peace I kept of you. 

I know the saddest truth, that I lost you long ago. 
I tried to push but there is just no use, a sad truth that we both know. 
I think I saw it in you eyes, oh I felt it in every touch. 
Just like you were saying goodbye, but It felt so good I couldn't get enough. 

Its not right I swear your wrong, I swear that it is not me this time... 
That drug that beast along to devour everything that was mine.